I need a real friend
I don't know how to say that I really need to be praised by someone.
My parents give me good self confidence. They believe that I am intelligent and tell this many time in different ways, but they are not near me these days. I missed them very much.
It's really vital for me, indeed I need this.
I think if I have graduated in software engineering and if I could pass all my exams and competitions well, it was just I had great self confidence that my parents and my family had given me.
When I decided to go a volleyball team they encouraged me and I could be good at the team and always I was brilliant. All the coaches liked me.
I don't know why I am in disaster status.
When I see my friends and their self confidence I really mourn for myself. They don't have any thing in compare with me, they are not beautiful, they don't have any sense of humor, they are not social people and if I was a boy I would ignore them forever.
But they have self confidence, I know the reason. Just because one person is beside them like my parents and because of this, my friends are great person now. Of course not for me or many boys, but they believe themselves.
I need a friend like them. One real friend is enough for me forever. I need some one to tell me some thing nice about my abilities, my beauty, my taste on the things, my talent, my energy, my ingenious, my open mind and all the things that I have forgotten them.
I know if I have positive thought about myself I will be great person like the past.
Undoubtedly if I continue this manner I will be died as soon as possible.
My parents give me good self confidence. They believe that I am intelligent and tell this many time in different ways, but they are not near me these days. I missed them very much.
It's really vital for me, indeed I need this.
I think if I have graduated in software engineering and if I could pass all my exams and competitions well, it was just I had great self confidence that my parents and my family had given me.
When I decided to go a volleyball team they encouraged me and I could be good at the team and always I was brilliant. All the coaches liked me.
I don't know why I am in disaster status.
When I see my friends and their self confidence I really mourn for myself. They don't have any thing in compare with me, they are not beautiful, they don't have any sense of humor, they are not social people and if I was a boy I would ignore them forever.
But they have self confidence, I know the reason. Just because one person is beside them like my parents and because of this, my friends are great person now. Of course not for me or many boys, but they believe themselves.
I need a friend like them. One real friend is enough for me forever. I need some one to tell me some thing nice about my abilities, my beauty, my taste on the things, my talent, my energy, my ingenious, my open mind and all the things that I have forgotten them.
I know if I have positive thought about myself I will be great person like the past.
Undoubtedly if I continue this manner I will be died as soon as possible.
As I know you from this weblog and your writing, I should say that you have a VERY VERY GOOD ENGLISH writing. The words, verbs and your sentences are very good. I mean you can express your feeling by your writing. I have an advice for you to work on yourself and think about presentation of YOURSELF. You can easily feel yourself at the ones who you mentioned that they had nothing. What will you do so?? (Comment this)